Part one – Childhood
I was born in Dulwich hospital in September 1978 and grew up nearby in South East London. My parent’s names are Margaret Jones and Graham Jones. My Mother was born in Limerick, Southern Ireland and my father is from Wales.
My Father was a Policeman, he was a detective although not a very honest one by all accounts. He and my mother separated when I was 2 years old, he visited me occasionally until I was 5 years old.
A this point he remarried and I have not seen or heard from him since. Apparently he continued to frequently visit his local pub less than a mile away. Me and mum used to occasionally bump into a man named Jimmy who would inform us he had seen my father there in the preceding days or weeks. I used to feel a bit confused as to why he would be so close in distance and not come and see me.
However, this does not sadden me now because my wonderful mother loved me more than enough for two parents. There are so many children that grow up without loving and considerate parenting. I was always loved and had everything a child needed, including food and shelter. We so often take these aspects of life for granted.
I have very little memory of my grandparents on my father’s side. Although I do remember his father Fred seemed like a nice man. I have little to no memory of his mother.
I do not have many memories of my father. As a child I was angry with him for leaving and being mean to my mother. As I grew into my teenage years I became to realise that anger can be very harmful to physical and emotional health and I would benefit from letting the anger go. As I continued to gain an understanding of life, I began to see examples of families breaking up and gained insight into how complicated family relationships can be. This helped me let go of the resentment I had towards my father. After all, he did help to bring me into this world and I wish him nothing but good health and happiness.
In some ways I had a complicated childhood with poor health and little to no other relationships with family except for my Mum. It was just the two of us but we made a great team. I always remind myself, whilst I had some difficulties as a child (and who doesn’t) there are so many children that have suffered much more than me. And it is through suffering that we grow compassion, empathy and understanding.
Since I was about 4 years old, I recall being able to see colours around people and knowing if they felt happy or sad and if I thought that they were kind or not. I was a very sensitive child and seemed to know more about people than most children. I remember feeling very sad when I saw homeless people or people suffering. Over the next few years my sensitivity grew and I became more aware of the spirit world.
I was also able to see the aura of animals especially dogs.
Maybe this is because I have always adored dogs, they are such kind and loving animals and have such a close bond with humans.
The words of my grandmother have always stuck in my mind “If animals and children do not like somebody there is a problem with their character”.
I had a wonderful ability for lucid dreaming, I was able to become fully lucid in dreams and explore them with excitement. I was able to revisit dreams form previous nights and enter the dream at the same time and place I had previously woken up. Over the following years my dreams changed and I would almost nightly dream about situations and events that would happen daily life, often containing messages or small warning to avoid certain outcomes and behave in certain ways. This was very impactful in helping me become aware I had a very strong sense of intuition and was in fact a psychic person.
——To be continued——
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